ROLLING DICE - FIVE
SHANTEL
I have never felt this lonely in my life. My phone is broken and I have no one to talk to. I cant believe Mike hasn't come to see me for four days. From Leo to my Dad and now Mike is in the picture. I must say I am really vulnerable. Leo could just come here at anytime and do whatever he intends to do to me with that threatening text. I just dont want to lose myself but I feel like it.
As I exhale my cigarette at the comfort of my room, I can feel a little bit of calmness. Looking back at everything that has been part of my bad temperament since childhood, my Mum was the big picture. She sold my Dads bussiness and ran away.
Mike was the only person who i got and i really have done dirt to him for the past couple of days. I dont know what have got into me.
It was around 7:00pm when I decided to go and see Mike. I put on a bralet designer top with Jeans, snake choker and a white trainers. I grabbed my bag and placed a mini dress inside. I took a good look at my freshly straightened hair and was impressed how thick it looks. I had on a light mascara, face powder and a red lipstick.
Took my home and car keys and headed for the door.
What are you doing here at this time? Mike said with an immediate effect as soon as he opened his main door.
Can I come in? I asked while pushing him back lightly.
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I have never felt this lonely in my life. My phone is broken and I have no one to talk to. I cant believe Mike hasn't come to see me for four days. From Leo to my Dad and now Mike is in the picture. I must say I am really vulnerable. Leo could just come here at anytime and do whatever he intends to do to me with that threatening text. I just dont want to lose myself but I feel like it.
As I exhale my cigarette at the comfort of my room, I can feel a little bit of calmness. Looking back at everything that has been part of my bad temperament since childhood, my Mum was the big picture. She sold my Dads bussiness and ran away.
Mike was the only person who i got and i really have done dirt to him for the past couple of days. I dont know what have got into me.
It was around 7:00pm when I decided to go and see Mike. I put on a bralet designer top with Jeans, snake choker and a white trainers. I grabbed my bag and placed a mini dress inside. I took a good look at my freshly straightened hair and was impressed how thick it looks. I had on a light mascara, face powder and a red lipstick.
Took my home and car keys and headed for the door.
What are you doing here at this time? Mike said with an immediate effect as soon as he opened his main door.
Can I come in? I asked while pushing him back lightly.
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