She tried her best for all these years to be neutral to anyone and everyone.Guess the only ones she thought were her own , shattered her to pieces.She decided over and over again, to let it all go and start afresh.Slow by slow she managed to patch up those pieces, never gave up and always kept smiling.As years passed, she seemed to be happy and at peace but not for long.All of a sudden she is back to square one, same old routine ,just new shattered pieces.This time the shattered pieces she wants to patch but don't have any more strength.She don't want to give up but her world has failed.Everything seems lost and she has started to lose herself.She has given up,she is no more the same and can't even put up a smile.She who used to cheer up others is today in need of someone to cheer her up.She feels she is stuck in a loophole that's for eternity.