A few fans have reacted to my recent prose. I don’t blame them for their fortitude. They say intermittently, that what I write is often ‘negative’ ....negative I ask ? The world is astonishingly a negatively charged creative space.

If I can question and search for an answer that makes sense to me
than why should I not question the earnestness for the benefit of my psyche ?

I live two lives - seemingly a parallel - one physical and the other the dangerously metaphysical .

I am blessed that I can live the two lives I in the hope that the two lines one day may merge with some understanding for the quest that is bugging me ...if there is no answer for me (or the rest of the peoples) than so be it ...at least, I mustered rationality to know my own presence here and thereafter ....not that I will the ever have an answer but suffice to say brave enough to meet the apparent ‘almighty’ head on ...amen ...and save a poor man’s want of an answer to the essence of this life !!!