A feeling of profound melancholy
I don't feel relaxed and calm, something is bothering me.. my life path is intriguing also bewildering. Each morning i wake up with bouts of anxiety and fear that doesn't seem to leave me any sooner. I have lost confidence and courage for every single thing.

Why have i lost it ? What has ruined me ?

Broodingly reminiscing over my bitter past experiences oftentimes wondered why i was always inclined towards minimalism, reclusion and more strongly upon...