She's only human,She makes mistakes..She says the wrong thing at the wrong time~ she hurts people's feelings without meaning to..She hurts to,but never does she try to break anyone down..She trys so hard to be better then the day before... Socially she pushes away, mentally it's unbearable to go threw...She tells no one, because she don't like people judging her as they always do.. Sometimes feeling awkward is becoming more normal then she likes..
Pushing people away if they get to close,she doesn't mean to offend but her levels of self preservation is higher then the average person....
She is frequently misunderstood && battles with no one seeing her true heart.. and who she really is....She has the tendency to draw away from all the hurt and pain and shut down...Her smile leaves && the walls she builds up are so high..She doesn't let anyone in,no matter how hard they continue to try... Although they try less and less these days and in a way she's ok with that..But she's still human and is sad..She wishes!!" ohhh how she wishes that SHE could be different..Just like she once was before.. Happy &&, go with the flow, seeing life so bright..The good rather then all the bad..One day that all just disappeared and it's Soo Soo sad!!" She longs for it back....
She doesn't mean to hurt anyone, although it does happen from time to time..She's only human and learned the hard way that life isn't easy.. She knows now that she must put herself first tho, because everyone always leaves and it's her inner self that she must make happy.. She's only human on this journey of life..One step at a time..
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