I am learning love is very awesome and I not going to fold I have the strength to do whatever I need to do with my family and friends I learn a lot over the last three years but I don't matter because I find out all the betrayal and I don't care God show everything all over timethat I trust the wrong people I don't have to fake it I find real love and can still love my kids I can still love i have been working all my life I think I can be more better ok with them i just want to take my time because you don't want to think that it my time to start back over again so i dont what to look back to the old but i think god for the betrayal,and i false arrested i try to forget it i cant because i got place for probation foo nothing and yes i kids my kid has been with me and I know I don't have to do anything like that anymore but God knows what are going on so far but I need to be with my daughter and grandson and family i got to get back with myself cause I have to be there for them i just want to gobe the mother i can be and i will still not fold on my kids nomore as again i thank them for the betrayal