Many times it does happen that you don't wish to live..
Well that really doesn't mean to.. end up but we expect to live another life or get back to the normal life..

People don't understand.. so whether they're you're parents or your siblings. You just feel alone tho you are not. Me or you.. Just are been trapped in this world.. of comparison, heartbreak, depression or loneliness.

You are disappointed. You Don't feel trustful or worthy. That's the truth. It's like being gambled in this life..

It never always because of this damned phone but people.. The addiction of phone is caused by our surroundings.. may not everytime.

It's kinda like dead inside, I mean empty.. Those mental illness.. we suffer unawareingly..
even though you live in a nice family..
with good friends..

It really don't matter then.. if you use the bad words like F*ck, Sh** or b*tch
Cause even life gets meaningless what is word then???

But I am fighting, may you are also fighting suffering..

Overthinking..

You don't care about competing others, but like pull ourselves together.
Filled with self doubt..
Writing some fucking bad things about life..

Being through a lot of shit...

But You FigHt..
You LiVe... not happy but you breathe
You Eat.. Not always but you do
You clOsE YouR EyES.. though you don't want to.. but you do..
You CrY.. Always but you shed tears.
You SmILe... if though you are good enough to fake it.. but you do...

Well all you and I can do is trying to change this even though we don't find any spirit left.. but things will change we hope.. we do..

There's no more options..
rather than changing our thoughts/ views..

Being optimistic...

&

Talking with ourselves..

You know everyone here says Be positive, be happy.. they don't know what we're going through but..

Let go all the things. you know as long as you hold things it would keep hurting..

You are loved... by your self.
Judging our physical shape we forget to look at the soul..

We don't understand what to do where to speak.. cause we really never what the fuck we're facing..


( Sorry for gramatical mistakes)
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