She loved rent free in my mind and the absence of her weakened me. I would spend hours that weee pleasantly never ending imagining a world where she would great me.

As the distance between us grew, I found that there was more out there. There was more loneliness but there was also more monetary gain. But no woman. Non. Could fill the gaps in my memory where things were meant to be done.

So I thought of a letter to convince you of my love. I. Admire you the same way the most admire trees. Each word I think of slips of my mind. I each thought I have wonders. The days bounce without a reminder.
When you walk past me in the halls———the air around me is contaminated for what I wish could be forever.
Your hair bounces with every step. And still with every step you get further away from me, just like the words I want to spit to your face, just like the days that are passing through me, just like my chance with you.

And soon I hope to forget her. Her and her new boyfriend that she tosses like underwear.

She will toss me that way too. Everyday.

I cannot write a love letter to her simply because she has run out of time—


© Staircase

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