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A Sexually Induced Psychotic Episode
Do you know what you do to me,have you any idea,it wouldn't surprise me if you did know,I wasn't trying to be anyone's fool at all,I feel like I'm trapped here with you and willingly I stay, I would with out doubt be lost with out you near..

Every time we are in each other's sight,it's so many emotions,it's like I'm high on dope so strung out I fiend for you I crave your scent, something abiut you wakes up my total being
I find myself still searching to find you, I'll refuse entirely to quietly walk from here..

Your the whole reason no cap, for the way that I groove and move,it isnt a thing about me that ain't got your touch on it period can i be exaggerating sure but what for,im a joke right yup right up untill there's any kind of distance between us it shouldn't be any space..

Have me and I have you that's how it's going to be at the end of the day, nothing else dose really make any sense to me I don't take easy to others you wasn't supposed to be in my life
who told you how to find me where'd you hear about me being here this time and place..

We have never not been together and to learn everything about you is worth doing I need you to understand me when I say I live you not love you, its beyond any questions if I'm all fucked up, baggage and issuses, broken or some shit to that effect, I don't care enough..

Sleep well and I love you so much I was just thinking about you and the last time I saw you standing there with that gorgeous smile, too much had been passed by long ago no surprise when I ended our pain life without you was everything but life, it had gotten to be tough..

My shrink said that is the first way to healing after a tragic event takes place in life, probably paranoia posses me and I didn't want you going anywhere that led me to break the way I did how will I have you now and what then about his entire void so vast I no longer see you..

As soon as I get home I'll be all yours again and this would have just been a very bad dream I'll wake up and you'll be laying here beside me, I keep having this nightmare that I done a bad thing and you don't want to ever see me again, your dead aren't you so then it is true..



© NikishaDWarwick