Hey i know we haven't seen each other and talked to each other in while but i want you to know that that i have been doing lot of thinking and I want you to know that I MISSED YOU... I want to see you again just I missed you just I miss you. It's so odd to think that someone love so well to me now completely strange to me that sometimes whole day i go thinking for you. Most of the time I love myself to get out of you but then I find something... That page... Those photos.. Those stupid clicks and out of me wants to see you again.. To hold you again.. To kiss you again.. To love you again.. All of these feelings become empty for once.. When I look back remembering that love isn't what it seems.. It's so easy to forget (like you did)
To the back where it start.. We didn't need any reason to fall in love we just did.
The reason came in the end.. It's not actually any reason.. And that's good I mean that one day I'll found someone who won't have to say goodbye to but apart of me just misses loving someone and having back love you back.. That's all.. I guess what I'm saying is I hope you are good with you.. Everything is great...I hope you found a perfect love just like yours that probably couldn't us...but just a small part of me still hopes that you still remember what I was like and that you MISS ME TOO...

I don't know what should I tell you....Jaana...hottie naughty...I think just Sabhyata is enough..well you lie a lot and Everytime you lie I already knew whether it's about today or the day you were speaking to your MOM....or the day you went to take YOUR MOBILE (24 DEC) even when you said that story how your brother caught you while you were talking to some RANDOM FRIEND...many more in the row...you just disappeared without speaking with me...you don't know how much it hurts b'coz between us it's just me not you....till today there was not a single day when I hadn't missed you.... even sometime tears would come but that doesn't matter to you.... because you were enjoying your life... you just played with someone's feelings so hard that now this person is so dejected to accept anyone in life...well credits goes to you..
Sabhyata is not just a name for me... it's everything for me ...my life my smile my confidence... everything...she took such a important position in my life that I stop believing others except her...even those warnings...but doesn't matter jaana...not my heart is so rock hard that no one can penetrate it with the seed of hope...thanks for that....I just loved you and keep loving you till my last breath... ...dude it's not like I didn't found any girl...there are plenty of girls but it's just that I'm not like you I always keep my dignity my loyalty high... it's not my style that today I acted with someone and tomorrow with someone else and day after tomorrow with other and so...yaar self-respect kuch hota hai....the mistake which I think I have done is that I loved and there are mistakes which cannot be corrected and my mistake was one of them...
A big thank you for spoiling me
A big thank you for making me dead
A big thank you for destroying me completely.....

You never know the pain from which I gone through...for you it's easy to move on and forgot everything...but how could I when having so much memories (even though it's is countable but enough for me).... still today I have that form of blood donation in which you mentioned my name in place of husband...your pic with that RED on your head...
But it seems you need something else....I truly respect whatever your decision is...
And yes definitely I'll fall in love again only if it's you..
And I pray that "Kaash Tere zindgi Mai vo din kabhi naa aaye jab Tere ko izzat na Kare aur tujhe surf Mera khyal isliye aaye ke koi tha Jo izzat bhaut karta tha"
Now You are feeling so proud na that how you destroyed someone's life...cool..You broke me,
You broke my heart,
I hate you
Because I love you like hell...

Dude say truly.... don't you miss me... whenever you heard my name "Mahi"...or whenever you see someone cozy....or whenever someone tag you on insta or any other platform...or whenever you go to radhe Krishna temple or whenever you are having your lunch or whenever someone take selfie or whenever someone loves you.....well don't know about you but it haunt's me

How can I forget all those little things.. spending whole day together holding each other's hand...that beautiful night...that most loving moment in temple first at Shivji's temple then at Radhe Krishna temple....those long talks...I still keep my promise...


I love you a lot....I won't fade away that's my promise jaana

Regards
Mahi

© Aryahi