I dont know why he is so important to me..
I dont know why every morning after seeing his message i wake up .I dont know about that X factor which attracts me towards him.
It's not only me who is attracted towards him.
It can be that there is someone else who is interested in him.
This thing should not bother me..because love never sees anything.."Love is blind".
Yes I dont give fuck to this type of situation.
But yes I feel hurt when he loves someone more than me..he gives time, attention, heart to someone else, whose right was reserved for me.
It's not that he is hurting my feelings,
it's just about not caring for my feelings.
I am not saying that I will love u more than her, but I am just saying that I will love u in a better way.
Love is always not about surprises, gifts, outings. It's about taking care of each other,improving each other's mistakes and loving each other unconditionally.
I dont know whether he considers me in his life or not..but for me he is integral part of my life. He is oxygen for me.
I don't want that he should only love me, and ignore all other. But I want that he should share his feelings with me.
I know he is always surrounded by girls.
But I am not jealous because I dont care about them..
I just know one thing that I have feelings for him..
But at last I dont know why "I" only have feelings for "him"??
And the most important thing I dont even know whether he also loves Me or not??
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~ Alisha