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the session of love chapter 1
stroke the pencil write the letter of Sorrow just to kill the pain away I just want relief just like Autumn trees shed...
their leaves, the whiskey is calling me so I follow it to the Liquor cabinet inside the room of sadness and frustration....
because I'm a nobody but I want to be a somebody this task will never be completed so I drink the whiskey Till It's Gone until I cannot stand anymore I crawled into the outside of the Autumn...
night just to greet the moon and plead to him he is silent just like usual so I leave to never speak to the Moon again so I go back to the Gilded cage to sleep off the...
booze of misery I was startled from my sleep from another nightmare of the past again it came to haunt me and taunt me once again like usual so I grab a cigarette from the dresser just to ease the fear of failure away ...
once again the devil has conquered me again he made me drink he made me smoke until I was numb I do not like ....
playing the hand of the victim of the Casino we call life so I tried to shove it off like dusting off the dirt off my shoulder..... I don't want to feel this way so I grabbed the phone to call for help make an appointment $250 down the drain once again I've been here before let's give it another shot.....to see the therapist...
she asked me what is wrong I told her I'm tired of living this life and her recommendation was to follow your dreams and never give up hope or faith I laugh at the word hope and faith it does not come visit me no more.... or send letters of affirmation.... clearly you're sad Mr. Chuck damn right I am sad I don't know what to do any more your condition is weighing you down sir....
you need to cheer up how can I cheer up when I feel like a hollow empty gun and no ammo to fill the glock and aim and load at my goal of life, she said how do you feel about traveling with me sir I reply and asked? you guys can do that she laughed....
at what I said most sexiest laughed I heard in years kind of brought a smile into my darkness you said $250 down the drain maybe I can make your money worth...
their leaves, the whiskey is calling me so I follow it to the Liquor cabinet inside the room of sadness and frustration....
because I'm a nobody but I want to be a somebody this task will never be completed so I drink the whiskey Till It's Gone until I cannot stand anymore I crawled into the outside of the Autumn...
night just to greet the moon and plead to him he is silent just like usual so I leave to never speak to the Moon again so I go back to the Gilded cage to sleep off the...
booze of misery I was startled from my sleep from another nightmare of the past again it came to haunt me and taunt me once again like usual so I grab a cigarette from the dresser just to ease the fear of failure away ...
once again the devil has conquered me again he made me drink he made me smoke until I was numb I do not like ....
playing the hand of the victim of the Casino we call life so I tried to shove it off like dusting off the dirt off my shoulder..... I don't want to feel this way so I grabbed the phone to call for help make an appointment $250 down the drain once again I've been here before let's give it another shot.....to see the therapist...
she asked me what is wrong I told her I'm tired of living this life and her recommendation was to follow your dreams and never give up hope or faith I laugh at the word hope and faith it does not come visit me no more.... or send letters of affirmation.... clearly you're sad Mr. Chuck damn right I am sad I don't know what to do any more your condition is weighing you down sir....
you need to cheer up how can I cheer up when I feel like a hollow empty gun and no ammo to fill the glock and aim and load at my goal of life, she said how do you feel about traveling with me sir I reply and asked? you guys can do that she laughed....
at what I said most sexiest laughed I heard in years kind of brought a smile into my darkness you said $250 down the drain maybe I can make your money worth...
