Don't you ever wonder where,when,how, your gonna meet your soulmate the one that you will live your life with forever well me idk neither I'm only 13 but I'm already thinking about it so much because I'm scared that no one will ever love me because I've been rejected so many times well they didn't technicaly told me that they didn't like me but they rejected me like this.

The very first boy I liked:Iv'e liked him for 2 years until one day one of my classmate told me that my crush likes her but she didn't know that I like him so I was really heart broken cause they started hanging out more often after that happen.

2nd love: i liked him in 3rd grade but then one of my bff was partnered up with him in a dane thing so I kind of jealous so I didn't go to the day were they were dancing and plus he dosn't even know me so it was useless and then I just left the phillipines because I had to go to america and plus my friends stopped being friends with me at the last day of school.

more love: I had a crush on someone when I arrived in a american school but then turns out my bff also liked him so i gave him up cause plus I wasn't really interested on him but I did fall in love with him the first time I saw him but I wasn't thinking clearly one that and my other crushes my other bffs also liked them and then I gave them up again and the crush I liked used to be my neighbor but not anymore.

7th grade love:Im in 7th grade right now but quarantine got in my way so my crush for him is slowly going away and plus he probably forgot me from 6th grade cause I also liked him from that grade.

and now:I'm about to give up on love because I have a promblem I fall inlove to fast but then end up getting heartbroken and just cry at night in my bed I know it sounds depressing but its true...