N:B; If you haven't read part 1&2 please do. Thanks in advance 😊
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"Mum can't be dead" I tried convincing myself after the terrible thought dropped. Sarah came over to persuade me to go inside but I refused.

"I will stay here till my dad and mum arrives" I said to her without looking at her . "wait, did I say my mum". I was really confused because I don't know if my mum is okay or not. "will she even arrive with dad?" I thought again.

I was about going mad because my thoughts were just rushing like dopamine rush. I tried controlling my thoughts but it couldn't stop.

"what will happen to me if my mum never comes back" I kept thinking.

"someone please stop these...