Shifted to a new place this month and it's been almost a week and I have been facing struggle sleeping. I keep waking up 3-4 times in the middle of the night for long duration, keep having vivid dreams.
I tried everything.. meditation, sleeping in the right direction, changing the bed. I just can't seem to understand what's the issue?!?!.
All my other roommates wake up feeling chirpy and I loathe the morning light cos I feel like I haven't had any sleep.
My dark circles have become so evident that I have stopped looking in the mirror as it disgusts me.
I don't know what to do and it's making me feel very lethargic.
I don't know whether it's my new bedroom or my overactive mind which constantly thinks about how less I have in me to offer the world..or how I am 30 and still single or how I'm still stuck with the same job for 3 years where I wasn't given a raise and I am failing everyday to get any new opportunity..
How I have stopped learning anything new.
How I've stopped being interesting.
How I've started faking happiness..cos I don't remember the last time I actually felt that emotion...or when was the last time I really had a good sleep.. god I miss it.




© shivangi