Losing everything...What has happened??? Losing all interests.Today I realised that my love for teaching has lost.Still I remember my childhood days when I really wished to be a teacher.During my schooldays I taught my friends and junior students.I was so curious of taking seminars.But now don't know,I lost all those wonderful talents.

Today I was teaching my sister ,but couldn't complete it.I felt sleepy in the middle.Started to sleep while reading.Her look makes me feel like an alien.Yes...an alien to my sister,to my parents,to my friends and to all in the world.

I have no hope now.

During childhood,I wished to study and live happy with a wonderful job.But I lost all those hopes...Now my only wish is to have a quick death.Just waiting for that realistic guest.

Loneliness and depression makes me like a devil.My mother scolds me for being so harsh and cruel.Feeling angry with everything...All irritates me.Getting angry without any reason.Actually I'm feeling angry with myself.I'm the one who irritates and hates me.

Day-time Sleep is increasing.largely.Sleep is a method to avoid depression and loneliest thoughts away.So I unknowingly sleep away, away to a world where everything is clear and comforted me.

Crying has become a part of my life.Now even the eyes too fed up with it that tears ; no recovery is possible form this.

Anger, Sad, loneliness, depression all cause my Life to end so suddenly without fulfilling my dreams.

Hope for someone to suport me.
Someone to care for me.
Some one to correct my mistakes.

Yet that hope remains a Hope forever....With no fulfilling...
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