It's not who I am, it's not true but I don't want you to see this dark part of me I want your eyes to be all the time every moment the most beautiful thing that you have I don't even want to imagine how you would react if you really knew me if you saw the real me
It's only with God that I can be totally honest I guess because I can't hide anything from him
Will you stay by my side if you come to realize that often I have not been there
Would you stay by my side if you knew how much I am a spoiled rotten child
Would you hesitate to give up on me if you knew it was me
I don't deserve you so much
You are like this ray of hope that God sent in my world so that I don't drown in its darkness
And as light you are enough to make flee the demons who want my soul
But I'm afraid to touch you to get too close for fear that this darkness that characterizes me that consumes me does not reach you until your beautiful light tarnishes
@ goddess