Diary of the cold boy
Entry: Missing family

I started to talk with people,
about me and my family...
And everyone says the same:
That's sad, not only the fact that I don't live at my real family, but the fact that I treat my new family where I live for 13 years now in a very distant way.
And more and more people say that it was not only my fault.
I always thought that,
cause when I was young and came into the family I never excepted them as my mom and dad and only saw them as the people where I live.

But now people tell me that my parent did something wrong that they have missed something that made the relationship so distant.
I tell people story's of how I was raised and they say,
no that's no good way,
sure if you only want to see results and positive things written on a paper,
it works.
But as educational method, to raise a child wich can talk about feelings and love his family, which cares about more then, "I have to get...