The screams of my past,
The yurn for a future,
The cries of my present,
my days end sooner.
I could make a 1,000 wishes but give up for good,
And be told of what I had that I no longer could,

I had a father who called my name, I had a brother who did the same,
I had an uncle of which I cherished,
I had a dog of which I miss,
I had a cat I'd always kiss,
I had a sister of whom I'd trust who killed my heart and made it bust.
I have a mother who I rarely see, I had a friend who's emotionally killed me,
I had a heart that once beat whole, now I have
heart that's broken and sold,
I'll smile to brighten your day,
as I slowly die and fade away,
Do not judge me for being kind, cause I already have harmful thoughts in my mind..
I break myself at every moment, so there's no need for you to add,
Im allowed to be sad and lonely but am I allowed to live broken and soulessly.
Don't judge, give hugs
© WinterAngel