One day, I returned home, exhausted by my busy day's schedule. I took a bath and made myself a cup of coffee and sat against the cold breeze beside my window. The day was smooth but not my heart. It somehow wanted to be free, from everything. It was shouting from my deep core, that she needs to fly, needs to shine and needs some care. It needs to be free from every worries, demotivations, stress and insecurities. She wants every problems to disappear. Then suddenly, my mind interrupted and compared those problems with me and a ridiculous thought came to my mind, " What if I disappeared? If I disappeared, will everything be the same?" With these thoughts me and my soul became disappointed. I thought, " What if the sky turns yellow in cherish or turns black and rains all day in sadness?". Most importantly," What will my loved ones do if I'm not here, will I be evergreen or be the last leaf of a tree in autumn that will eventually shed from their memories?".

I wanted to be a creature who can control all the four dimensions. I just wanted the time to run fast so that I could see what happened when a mere girl like me is no more. Then suddenly, I remembered my soul would mot die! It is evergreen, it will experience everything. My soul is now sad by this discussion but I have to make it happy by achieving my long lost dream. In this way, my heart would be free and so as my soul. Then maybe I would be evergreen in the pages of history. That time, I not, my problems would disappear and the awaited purpose of my life would be fulfilled.
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