To be honest I'm just writing this to be honest with myself and what I feel right now.

I know I'm young and at this age we experience a lot. But honestly I feel like I'm not good enough for myself, for love. Everytime I try to talk to someone, that person either wants money or sex out of me. All I want is someone I can love. I want to give the love that I never got for someone, you know but it hurts that I have to give up on something I truly wanted which was love. To love someone. But it's for the best I just give it up. I'm just not meant for love. I'm unlovable.
At least I know I don't have a happy ending. But it's life and it is what it is.

I do apologize if this relates to you. You don't deserve to feel like this. You deserve nothing but the best.

© TJ