She was doing something bad, and then she was scared of manifesting itself in front of the people she loved.
She was thinking something bad, and then she was scared of the reflection it could draw in her eyes.
She was playing with the fire and she was afraid to get burn.
She was like a new born baby, her thoughts were manifesting in reality.
Even if they were good thoughts or bad.
She could not escape her mind.
Finally her thoughts became her words
And they were deciding about her faith.
She went to too many therapists to get rid of those thoughts, only to find out that all this time she was trying to maintain them.
Because without the thoughts of her, either...