I pulled myself in and closed the door behind. I had fought. Our enemy was strong. Even after having so many people in our army, we lacked of weapons, both mentally and physically. I locked myself in a room in the castle. I am beside the hall. Even yesterday we all were playing around, never knew just today we would have to hold a sword, we would have to fight. Everyone ran for life. Family, relatives, friends, these relationships looked stupid. I ran for my life too. I cannot look at the battle field any more. This war makes everything lifeless....