What would the younger you say about you now?

I'm guessing mine would probably say "wow", then go further to ask me, "what happened to you", "when did you become this person", "so lazy, procrastinator much, loser, failure." The disappointment would be so much, I would feel it in every fibre of my being. The disappointment would be so much, I would cry because, because, maybe, I did not want it for myself. Maybe it just happened and I wished for it to go away but it won't, it was too late to do that. I should have wished it then, when wishes could be answered, not now, when wishes are words and nothing more than that.

So yeah, I don't think I would be a role model to my younger self. I don't think my younger self would want to talk to me even. I wouldn't talk to me either.

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