I used to keep my mobile inside the locker... So that I don't call him or msg him.
I stopped applying oil to my body before my bath... I forgot how to bathe...
I kept myself busy with note preparation, doing housework, cooking and feeding others, or doing nothing just looking at the sky, mountains, buildings, birds, sun, and moon.
Nothing helped me to forget Sagen Rajput.
One day his text was received.
Tried you since yesterday... You are ok...? Swath...
My heart almost craved to hear him...
I called him...
He cut my call.
He called back.
My eyes dropped ocean on my face as I heard ... His word "Hello Swath"
I heard the wind blow through his flank.
I could not able to speak. I just made a voice... Hmmm.
How are you? He asked in a low voice...
I felt the pain to answer him back...
I collected words and said, "What about you? "
"Yar ... " he uttered.
I was speechless and said everything in my heart.
I cut the call so that I can bring words to talk with him... Also not to let him know I m crying.

"Swath... Can we meet tomorrow"
I felt to run now ... But my emotions which are hurt, that I said." No. "
Again we both were silent.
"Ok, Call me if it's possible for you."
I felt again hurt over my love...that had called him so many times...
I picked my mind and scratched my forehead to say,
"I won't call or msg you. "
Silence again for us.
"Ok. Bye. Tc. "


"Stop being this Swa... You both need to sit...