we did not make it this far because of luck,luck suggests success or failure. Having it both by chance rather than free one's own actions,this can't be luck!! because this relationship was built on the bed of decisions that if Christ is the pillar then get rest;let's not forget to adjust the pillars whenever we get tired of getting at each other's neck.I can't put this down to luck, it's too divine to call it a coincidence and neither do I subscribe to the idea of a soulmate, you provoke and love each other so deeply,it's makes you think from the top of a crown to the bottom of your soul.
But genuinely this is real,in our darkest time,we had to push,we had to dig,I ask myself how it was possible to hurt someone you love so much...My weakest moments taught me that I can only love because the holy spirit enables me to,that my flesh is incapable of loving patiently,of loving selflessly,of loving kindly,our weakest moments taught us this.
Remember when we were going through the roughest part of our lives I told you to follow me;if you are feeling weary,lay your head on my laps, if you are scared resist the fear with everything that Christ has instilled in you,if you are depressed love as if you are not aware of your plight,fight even when you know you have no more fight and when you are fighting baby fight some more.
You are my best friend,I know when you are at it;your accent travels from Nigeria then to England and back to Russia.You make me laugh effortlessly, I know when you are tense,your jaw clenches and I promise that I will use my hands as a tool to help you unwind,I know when you are nervous you don't talk much, you just stare and move in a manner that is quite distinctive but I recognise it....
Nevertheless,I promise myself if I did write a poem I will show both sides of Christ centered love, I hope I have shown that christ-like love is not easy, it's not glamorous,it is worth it.You are handsome, sorry if I have ever contended that you were head,it's just that I have confused leadership for dictatorship.Most importantly,thank you for changing my mind on what it should look like,you see it's not your arms that makes you a man even though they are kinda nice🤭; it's your ability to always accept when you're wrong even when the world tells you "your ego is all you have", it's your willingness to wound forth your knees and worship...but for you,it's not just a posture,your actions and heart are allowing you.Even if the world tells you "your ego is all you have" even though the world tells you "live by the word for fists" you live by the word "make peace with all men"
You know I am prone to error and you do not hold this against me.I love the man you have become,thank you for always chosing to love me...
I pray that I'll always love you the same in Jesus name

Amen, I really do love you babe😩❤️❤️
© derah💜