What is happening, why only me, why I am not able to remembering anything?

The man and the baby boy both looked at me and they are smiling at me, which made me comfortable. I asked him what is going on should I remember you and the baby. He hugged me and asked me to carry our little one, the feeling was so gentle that I flashed some of the memories in milli-second, I do felt the heaviness and the softness of the little one. "Have I felt that before", I asked him, he replied "Yes my love because it is yours, ours", and kissed me on my forehead.
I was not scared or worried, I fell calm than ever and just wanted to go with the flow.
After some time I plead him to re-memorize what happened to me & why I have forgot everything and why only now....!

He started with the beginning, that its been 5 years of our marraige and I got pregnant and had a quarrel about pregnancy, I did not wanted to be pregnant, because I have built my career so far with my own, this pregnancy will ruin all of them. Then the quarrel between us lead to a trauma to me, hence I gradually started forgetting things, he did tried to save both of us but I was not able to recognize him so he took help of our parents.

When I was listening to him, it really got me goosebumps. It was my inner intuition asking me to believe it.