once and I will say it again I had to learn to take my seat and speak when spoken too. listen to what my father was trying to tell me and stay focus on his words. I thank God because he placed so many wonderful people in my life and he always sends me gifts. he sends them by people I come across. God have angels in different places like it's be careful how you treat people because you could be entertaining an angel. one day I was at work and this sweet lady came in and ask me can I get twenty dollars on pump three and I said yes sweetheart you can. well I didn't know that when she came back in she was going to have something for me with a message from God. she walked up to me and said he told me to give you this and by the way he said you are very curious and there's not many of us left and that's the last time I seen her. the book she gave me was called the chosen. but blessing be to God I know she's okay. when you work for the Lord you will always suceed in life so no matter what one thing I know if it's for you it's for you and no one can step in the way of your blessing that our father has for us he said he make your enemy your footstool it is the truth when God is for us who can be against us. things going on in the world today is the Bible. being fulfilled. according to our fathers laws it must happen. just like he said we need to have our lives in order. when we go through life thinking somebody owes us something we are wrong as the Bible says a man don't work he don't eat and that's a true statement. you have to learn from being young that we have to work for what we want out of life. another thing I learned while on this journey is that you can sit and called people your friends, but a friend is someone you can go and tell all about the things that's going on in your life and it never will surface again. how many of us can honestly say we have the type of friendship with someone. well I would be the first to say I love this person so much she's not only my friend she's my sister's and their names are Aleshia and Diane and Mary Lisa I love them very much and if they ever need me if it's the Lord will I be there no matter what. at a point and time in your life things seem to go around in circles but we have to trust God and wait no matter how long things go, it's not about our time but it's on God time. there are things to be learned in life and sometimes the lesson we learn be hard and sometimes they don't we have to be patient while sitting in the chiropractor office one morning I was devastated the night before had me in a very bad place while driving I just couldn't seem to shake the anxiety I was having from the car wreck seem like every time a car comes up behind me it was like they wasn't going to stop. one Saturday night I was on my way home it was raining so bad and I was driving so slow praying to God that he keep me safe and covered asking my father to protect my family and the families that going through a lot and to bless them in their times of need. we need our father at all times. since my car accident in 2018 I've been going through times of depression and anxiety every time I drive I have a hard time. it scares me so bad it seems like every body going to hit me. I cry and cry and pray God let them be able to stop their cars. on raining night and days was rough I was going home from working another night and I was going about ten miles an hour and it seem like I was sliding off the road and I called out to God and told him to hold me and he did but the bad part about it was I had came to a complete stop in the middle of a curve and thanks be to God there was no one behind me I wasn't moving at all but in my mind I was moving. the Lord has really been holding on to me and I can't make it without him. God has really been good to me and my family and my babies. no matter what you do for someone in life don't expect the same in return only from God will we ever receive the best. hope my life lessons will help some one blessing be to God.