Mera 30th Birthday tha. Subah se mujhe apne dosto se badhaiya mil rahi thi. Papa ne bahut badi party rakhi thi.
Parivar ke kai log aur dost aaye the.
Aakhir 6:00 baje apne boyfriend ke saath uske ghar par sone chali gai. Agli subah maine papa ke liye nashta banaya unhe “ande wala half fry” kali mirch lagake bahut pasand tha, aur meri maa ko bistar me doodh, roti, shakkar ka mishran karke nashta diya.
Maa ne mujhe bataya ki unhone sex kiya aur jab wah nahane gai to papa so gaye. Jab wah bahar nikli to papa ke chehre ko lakwa maar chuka tha. Aur unki aawaz ladkhada rahi thi. Unhone ambulance bulwai, par unko bachaya nahi jaa saka. Hospital me unke saath me pura samay bethi rahi. Mujhe yaad he jab nurse unhe nilha rahi thi tab me tehelne nikal gai thi . Jab nurse apna kaam khatam kar rahi thi, to maine unhe parde se jhaak kar dekha tha. Wah bilkul nange the. Unki chati pe bahut saari taare lagi thi jo machine se judi thi, par wah bahut pyare lag rahe the.

Khair ek ghante baad unki maut ho gai.

Aaj mera 35th Birthday hai. Aur meine papa ki maut ke baad aajtak apna janamdin ka jashn nahi banaya. Me apne us aakhri janamdin ke party ki yaadein mitana nahi chahti hu. Meri kalpana he shayad wo aaj bhi mujhe kahi se dekh rahe honge.

Aaj bhi ghabrahat hoti hai, kahi mere koi aur janamdin pe mein apnj MAA ko kho naa du. Yeh baat ko sochke aur bhi ghabrahat hoti hai. Shayad hum kabhi apne maa-baap ko khona nahi chahte. Mujhe yeh bilkul apahij sa kar deta hai.

Papa bahut yaad aate hai. 😑

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