Science tells me God must exist, I know he does on planet earth. My mind tells me I will never understand. And my heart tells me I will, or should I say I do. I married the streets and the streets broke my heart; therefore I'm the Sad Whore in this book. I wish I was normal but my love life labeled me differently, I got labeled a player and this is the game, or should I say a game. That's why only person I trust is my self, know everything about me and whats good for me and what is descent for me. Ment to Be. I believe in naming a man a god but I believe in so much bigger like the universe. I love the universe with all my heart it's hard to play never tried my best I'm really cheating on my self and that's the pain in my heart. I was giving a equal opportunity to succeed it's not fair I'm cutting my self short. I have always been a over achiever and I'm not aiming no were but high or at your head, or even my head. I'm koo koo 5150 sick in the head, but honestly there's 3 types of crazy. I by any means am crazy by all 3, mentally, insane, and because I'm crazy on medication hehe. Did I tell you I was beautiful well life maintenance hate and love for the bolsita ruined that, in other words I'm crazy looking. Me miro bien loka. That's when I became heartbroken and started hating my self day by day. The Sad Whore.
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