As she sat in the couch looking out the window and hearing the words to the song she started crying. He had been gone all night. She thought it feel like they were together anymore.She wanted to ask him if he still wanted to be with her. She was so afraid to ask thought. Scated of what the answer might be. She fell for him hard. Not knowing and more tears falling down her face she stared out the window. How could she feel lime this for him already? Somehow he tore the wall down to her heart. She wondered if he would feel the same about her one day or even now. All she know was latley it felt lime he was further away then when started 1 1/2 months ago. Still scared and crying she didn't ask him She didn't want to lose a good friend too.She would rather have him as a friend still then lose him as a friend and a boyfriend. No doubt she would would have been heartbroken to lose him as a boyfriend. Just the thought of losing him made her cry harder. There was a pain in her chest. Did she really fell in love that fast? She didn't know anymore. She really didn't even know what love really was like anymore. So how could she have fallen in love with him? All she know was she was happy with him and wanted to make this work out.
© Angel