You're in my dreams now...
I was talking to you
Sitting with you
I couldn't control what I was saying, but I heard the words leaving my
mouth
"I'm really glad we're together again"
"I forgive you"
"I just have some questions"
"Is that ok?"
"I love you"
And you sat there.
Just silently smiling
I couldn't control my body
I *smiled* at you
No
NO NO NO NO!!!
It's sickening
disgusting
I didn't mean any of it
you made me say it
I hate you!
I never want to talk to you again!
I coudn't be so forgiving and kind to you after what you did
I CANT GET AWAY FROM YOU
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
I HATE YOU SO MUCH