You dissolve.

There is noise. Noise. White noise. Buzzing in the background.

There are spinning lights. Waves of vertigo come and go. You're spinning, you're tearing, you're curling inwards, outwards, inside and out.

Your throat feels raw. Raw, throbbing. You don't know if you'd been screaming or throwing up. Could've been the acid, boiling, bubbling up. Could've been just you, yelling, howling, shouting your lungs out.

You might've vomited, retched, dry heaved. You don't remember. You...