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Dear Bestu I Can't Say About Us
26 dec- mere payre bestu i don't know m apko kese smjau ki ap mere liye kitne imp. ho .. meko hr bat pr ye ehsas hota h jese apko mujpr mere disti pr trust hi nhi pra .me nhi jqnte q pr m seriously insb bato ko dil pr lagne lge hu . Meko b frk pdta h yl jb ap bar bar dur jne ki bat krte ho mekk b pta h ki apki life m bhi m utne hi imp ho or ap kh lo jitna b pr ap kud nhi chte ki hm kbi alg hoye . Kbi kbi to itna pyr luta dete ho ki lgta h ap kbi alg honge hi nhi pr kbi kbi kux esa bol jte ho ki m sh b nhi pte pta h pgl ap bhout bhout bhout jda fikr jrte ho mere syd mujse bhi khi guna jda pr us carring m kbi kbi ap ye bhul jate ho ki mujse narjgi to thek h or ap bhout age tk bd jate ho. mtlb apko ye fikr hiti h ki m apna dhyn nhi rkhungi to m bimar oppo o jaungi pr merre bhuddu m kese smjau ki mere care krne k ckkr m mujse hi dur jne ki bat kr jate ho.
Yl ha mante hu apko bura lgta h jb m roti hu or ap ye smjte ho ki ap mere life m ho isliye rore hu pr nhi yl pgl ...ap jb jb dur jne ki bat krte ho ya kisi or s dosti krne ki bat krte ho tb muje rona ajta h ab.
Ab to m itna ro gye hu apke liye ki ab neko lgta h ki syd apko mere ye asu b fake lgte hoge but yl no it's not faje it's real yl b reallly relly m apko kbi khona nhi chte. m smj nhi pte ki apko kese smjau . ap bolte ho dil connect h to ap itne choti bat q nhi smj pte ki apke hone s nhi roti ,apke dur ho jane k dr s ro jate hu.
Dr lgta h yl itna pta h dur ho gye to ap b nhi reh paoge pr fir b apko ldai krne hoti h ye bat bolne hoti h ki ap mere liye imp nhi ho ya ap nhi honge to b m khuss reh lungi no no no pgl esa bilul bilkul b nhi h me 1000 bar bol chuki hu mene dil s dosti ko mana h swkar kiya h ab ap itne aasani s dil s nhi utr sjte m gusse m bol b du na fur b nhi utr skte...
Mere ane s to apki life m chnge aye ho ya n aye ho apki life m ane s jrur ane lge h m bs nhi khona chte apko apki dosti ko ap ptani q ye bat nhi smjte ylll...
Dear bestuu koi ituu s b dil duka d to sec. m chod du itna dm rkhte hu pr apke bar bar by bolne pr b m apko nhi chona chte ba vje ky h m nhi jante pr nhi chod skte bss..
U khnow meko mere life m meko best friend mannne vle bhout h pr me jinkk best friend mante hu vo bhout km. h even km b ky 3 hi h 2 to mere besties h ashu or laxu or 3 ap jo is sal hi mile pr apko mil k lgta h ki apko jese m bhout phke s hi pehchanti hu or r ap teno ki dosti k liye m kud ko kurban kr du itna siidt s pyr krte hu ap teno ko hi . u khnow m to itna jda ap logo k dosti rkhne k liye tyr hu ki ap log muje kud jlel b kroge n m vo b hste hste seh lungi pr ap logo s alg hone ki nhj sochungi bhi b .
Trust hult hua h mera isliye easily krte b nhi hu kisi p pr kisi p ak bar kr liya to mrte dm tk uspr trust rkhte hu kisi dusre k bolne pr kisi ki bato m ane s m kbi apne dosti nhi todte tum kud kbi trust todoge tb hi todungi or us din b muje pra h m kud k sath ptani ky hi krungi . mere liye kitne imp ho ap m syd kud apko b nhi bta skte. mere bestuuuu ptani jane ap kb smjoge mere fedlings ko vese to aca bura sb ota hota h apko pr jb bare mere liye apko judge jrne ki hoti h to apko ptani ky ho jta bura hi bolte ho apne ap ko ... apko jitba bolo ap nhi smjte ye bat isliye aj yha likhna pdra h . Or puchre the n a ap ki ky hua tha kl ko. picha krra tha ky bolra tha i khnow apko sb jnnna h yl pr muje nhi btna ,or isliye nhi ki m btna nhi chte ye apko btma jruri nhi smjte blki isliye qki yllll ak ldki k liye is situation s jda bure situation koi ho hi nhi skte syd ap ak ldke hote to smj jte ki bhout bhout bhout bure feeling hote h jb koi hmko chedta h or vhi chiz kisi ko explain kro to vo pure bate akho s samne a jte h ..jo kuc b hua bura tha bhout or m chte hu bhul jau usko ....
27 dec- hey pgl rat k 12 :46 hore h apse fir ldai ho gye q ye resion muje b nhi pta ..mtlb ye pta h ki mere glti h or mere glti ki sja itne bde dena ki mera insta unfoow ,pics dlt, no.dlt kr liya ky ho gya yl pgl apko q ese krre ho q ap ak pl m bhoutttt jda pyr de dete ho or dusre hi pl m itna prya kr dete ho ki muje phechnna muskil ho jta h ki ye mera hi pgl dost h ... yl sc m me abi apko nhj smja pare hu ptani q kitna kuc b bol du ap smj hi nhi re ho ya fir kh skte h ki ap syd abi kux smjna hi nhi chate ho.
ye dr ki future m m apko chid dunge esa lgta h is dr s dere dere ap hi muje chodne ki kosis.ho.i don't know yl how to explain my self . pr m nhj khona chate apko vrna yl mujse apna gussa to control hua nhi jta apka gusaaa tk seh lete hu yl ... apke liye ye norml hoga mere liye bilkul b nhi h .... i don't want to lose u yl ... pgllll mere ... don't leave me alone yl.... plzzzz.... 😔😔😔
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