Its was my new day in the department. I was bitten nervous and anxious. As I was writing, he came near to me to introduce himself meanwhile he asked my name. As I am an introvert person I was not able to face him at that moment besides, I tried peeping at him from a long distance. Yeah, I saw him, he looks handsome, smart and has an attractive beard. He was the first person who came near, to know my name, indeed it was a nice introduction.
Few days later, I remembered him and my heart wanted to meet him but my mind refused. Finally, my innocent eyes met him, near to the door. I was jubilant. My heart pushed me to walk in front of him but I waited for his smile, Ooh ya he did it. At the very moment I knew my heart pumped lots of blood to my entire body. It made my day.
His smile was the best routine of my days. Next thing which I want from him was a small conversation. I know it is hard to curb that urge, Unknowingly, I was crazy for him though I knew I can’t expect the same from him. I didn’t see him for a couple of weeks, I was so upset and it took too long to cover up each day. Finally, on the next day, I saw him while I was washing my hands, I became nervous, my hands started shivering and I could see my goosebumps, hiding all this, conspiring all my courage I asked the reason for his absence, with a cute smile he said that he had been home meanwhile he asked me if I had missed him. I was really shocked and could not reply I just nodded my head with a smile and vanished.
It was Christmas, I was eagerly waiting for him so that I could wish him with a shake hand but all in vain he went home to celebrate Christmas. One of his friends wished me by shaking hands but all I wanted was a wish from him. Still, I had a hope, new year was coming soon and so at least I could wish him, but I was afraid of his visit to his home for each celebration.

to be continued..