Strange Tides (Chapter Eight)
You and Taehyung started walking back to the hotel. "Well here's your room," Tae says rubbing the back of his neck. "Thanks." You say as you enter the room. "Good night." He says as you shut the door. Your phone dings, yoongi sent you a text. 'What's going on. Sarah says you stole Taehyung from her. I thought you wanted to find yourself.' It read you roll your eyes at the message. You take a shower and go to bed.
The next morning your makeup and change into leggings and a sports bra. You exit your room and see Sarah and Jessie outside Namjoon's room door. You walk passed them, "Slut." Sarah says under her breath. You turn around and face her. "What the fuck is your problem." You ask. "Since we came here you've became a slut," Jessie says stepping between you and Sarah. "I'm fucking sorry I'm trying to have fun." You say, "we were supposed to be working with them after this trip. You've ruined everything. Tyler doesn't even want to be around you. The team is breaking because of you." Sarah says with tears in her eyes. Namjoon opens the door, "what's going on?" He asks rubbing his eyes. "Y/n is breaking up the team. It's either just her or me, Jessie, tyler, and Chloe." Sarah says. "We haven't even talked to our agency yet. What started all this?" He says looking at you confused. "Shes fucking everyone!" Jessie says pointing at you. "So? We are all young. We aren't under contract. We can do as we please?" He says shrugging. "You dont think shes a slut?" Sarah asks. "No, I dont. She's having fun and she acts like shes never have gotten to do that before. Y/n, think about what you want to come from this." He says before he shuts the door. "I can't believe he's taking your side," Jessie says. You turn away to start walking away. "We dont even know you anymore," Sarah screams. You start to jog down the street. Tears filled your eyes, you turn the corner. 'I don't even know myself.' You think. You were to busy with your thoughts and you run into someone's chest. "Sorry." You say out of breath. You look up to see Jin. "You okay?" He asks as he holds you by the shoulders. You tried to speak but a lump formed in your throat, all you could get out was, "Yoongi." You look up at him. "I'll call him." He says reaching for his phone. You take off running down the street.
You find yourself near the old abandoned building. You climb over the fence, you fall and bust your knee on the concrete. Tears fill your eyes once again and you walk into the building. A scream escapes your mouth as you fall to your knees. You cry into your hands as you hear footsteps running to you. "Y/n are you okay?" Yoongi asks as he hugs you. You cant speak all you do is cry harder. 'I've fucked up everything.' You think as you try and wipe your tears away. Yoongi picks you up and walking into the room with the couch, he sits you on it and pulls up your pants leg. He walks over to the corner and picks up a first aid kit. He opens it and pulls out ann alcohol pad and bandaids. "This is going to hurt." He says as he cleans your wound. You squirm from the pain, "What happened?" He asks putting the bandages on. "Everyone wants me off the team and I don't know what I want." You tear up. "What's your passion? What did you major in?" He asks sitting next to you. "I majored in art. I would love to become an art teacher. That what I wanted to do but everyone wants to work with yall. I was just going to go with it for everyone's sake." He looks at you. "Do art. Everyone would have gotten the jobs anyways. Everyone on the team is talented Hobi can teach them easily. I'll support you no matter what?" He says. You blush, "I've messed everything up. Sarah and Jessie hate me." You say looking down. "We are having a big dinner last night here. Everyone will be there. Try and talk to them." He says as he wraps his arm around you. "You think they will listen?" You ask looking up at him. His eyes stare forward. "They should. If not at least you tried." He says looking down at you.
The day past by and you and Yoongi sat and talked. You shared your dreams and hopes with each other. Yoongi told you about how he wanted to buy a summer house in the states, he wants to see your art, and he hopes you follow your love of art. You both shared your fears and interests.
Your stomach growls, "Let's get dinner." He says standing up. "I'm not dressed to go out." You say. "Fine stay here. I'll be back with food." He says as he disappears out of the room. You look around and see his notebook on the pallet once again. You open it to find the pages filled with Korean and English poems and songs; and doodles. You flip through the pages to find the drawings and writing to becoming grimmer, you start flipping after page after page was about loneliness and heartbreak. Then the next page flip, everything looked different, kittens and flowers filled the pages. A sketch of a girl that looked like you in the center. Small Korean poem right beside it. You studied Korean for a year and you roughly read it. The poem described a lost flower waiting for the sun to come out and when it was about to drown the sun came to the rescue. "I'm back," Yoongi says as he walks through the opening. He sees you looking at the opened notebook. His cheeks blush as he sits down the To go plates beside it. "I can explain." He says "you think I saved you? I didn't do anything." You say looking at him. "You made me feel normal. Everyone treats us like royalty. It's nice sometimes but you made me feel like I did before we debuted. The arcade was so much fun." He explains. You talk while eating the burger and fries he brought back. You yawn as you lay in his lap. "What do you want in life?" You ask looking up at the Yoongi. "I thought it was riches. But now I'm really not sure." He says thinking. "What about you." He says looking down. "A big house with lots of cats." You say as you explain your dream house to him. "Cats?" he chuckles. "They are way better than people. Maybe a dog or two." You say thinking. "No kids?" he asks. "Maybe later down the road." You say. "It's late. I need to get you to your room." He says. "I don't want to be alone." You say.
"Then I'll stay the night." He says. You sit up and stand, walking with Yoongi out of the building back to the hotel. He walks you to your room and unlocks it for you. "You need to clean up your knee." He says turning on the light. Your room is trashed, your clothes ripped up and your makeup broken. "What the fuck." You say running in. "Do you think they did this?" He says picking up the remains of your clothes. "Probably." You say. "Take a shower. I have some sweats you can wear. I'll take you shopping tomorrow." He says picking up the mess. You go in the bathroom and take a quick shower you exit in a town and the room is all cleaned. He walks through the door with sweat pants and a shirt. He hands them to you. "Turn around." You say. "Oh so the others can see you but I cant." He says with a smirk. "Yeah.. cause I care about what you think." You say as you slip the shirt over your head. "Why?" He asks. "I don't really know." You say in a yawn. He turns around and picks you up. Your lips brush against his. He carries you to the bed and climbs in, covering the both of you up. "Time for you to get some sleep." He says as he turns off the lamp. The room went dark. His breathing was so calm. You reach up and play with his hair, as he rubs your back. You fall asleep in his arms.
The next morning your makeup and change into leggings and a sports bra. You exit your room and see Sarah and Jessie outside Namjoon's room door. You walk passed them, "Slut." Sarah says under her breath. You turn around and face her. "What the fuck is your problem." You ask. "Since we came here you've became a slut," Jessie says stepping between you and Sarah. "I'm fucking sorry I'm trying to have fun." You say, "we were supposed to be working with them after this trip. You've ruined everything. Tyler doesn't even want to be around you. The team is breaking because of you." Sarah says with tears in her eyes. Namjoon opens the door, "what's going on?" He asks rubbing his eyes. "Y/n is breaking up the team. It's either just her or me, Jessie, tyler, and Chloe." Sarah says. "We haven't even talked to our agency yet. What started all this?" He says looking at you confused. "Shes fucking everyone!" Jessie says pointing at you. "So? We are all young. We aren't under contract. We can do as we please?" He says shrugging. "You dont think shes a slut?" Sarah asks. "No, I dont. She's having fun and she acts like shes never have gotten to do that before. Y/n, think about what you want to come from this." He says before he shuts the door. "I can't believe he's taking your side," Jessie says. You turn away to start walking away. "We dont even know you anymore," Sarah screams. You start to jog down the street. Tears filled your eyes, you turn the corner. 'I don't even know myself.' You think. You were to busy with your thoughts and you run into someone's chest. "Sorry." You say out of breath. You look up to see Jin. "You okay?" He asks as he holds you by the shoulders. You tried to speak but a lump formed in your throat, all you could get out was, "Yoongi." You look up at him. "I'll call him." He says reaching for his phone. You take off running down the street.
You find yourself near the old abandoned building. You climb over the fence, you fall and bust your knee on the concrete. Tears fill your eyes once again and you walk into the building. A scream escapes your mouth as you fall to your knees. You cry into your hands as you hear footsteps running to you. "Y/n are you okay?" Yoongi asks as he hugs you. You cant speak all you do is cry harder. 'I've fucked up everything.' You think as you try and wipe your tears away. Yoongi picks you up and walking into the room with the couch, he sits you on it and pulls up your pants leg. He walks over to the corner and picks up a first aid kit. He opens it and pulls out ann alcohol pad and bandaids. "This is going to hurt." He says as he cleans your wound. You squirm from the pain, "What happened?" He asks putting the bandages on. "Everyone wants me off the team and I don't know what I want." You tear up. "What's your passion? What did you major in?" He asks sitting next to you. "I majored in art. I would love to become an art teacher. That what I wanted to do but everyone wants to work with yall. I was just going to go with it for everyone's sake." He looks at you. "Do art. Everyone would have gotten the jobs anyways. Everyone on the team is talented Hobi can teach them easily. I'll support you no matter what?" He says. You blush, "I've messed everything up. Sarah and Jessie hate me." You say looking down. "We are having a big dinner last night here. Everyone will be there. Try and talk to them." He says as he wraps his arm around you. "You think they will listen?" You ask looking up at him. His eyes stare forward. "They should. If not at least you tried." He says looking down at you.
The day past by and you and Yoongi sat and talked. You shared your dreams and hopes with each other. Yoongi told you about how he wanted to buy a summer house in the states, he wants to see your art, and he hopes you follow your love of art. You both shared your fears and interests.
Your stomach growls, "Let's get dinner." He says standing up. "I'm not dressed to go out." You say. "Fine stay here. I'll be back with food." He says as he disappears out of the room. You look around and see his notebook on the pallet once again. You open it to find the pages filled with Korean and English poems and songs; and doodles. You flip through the pages to find the drawings and writing to becoming grimmer, you start flipping after page after page was about loneliness and heartbreak. Then the next page flip, everything looked different, kittens and flowers filled the pages. A sketch of a girl that looked like you in the center. Small Korean poem right beside it. You studied Korean for a year and you roughly read it. The poem described a lost flower waiting for the sun to come out and when it was about to drown the sun came to the rescue. "I'm back," Yoongi says as he walks through the opening. He sees you looking at the opened notebook. His cheeks blush as he sits down the To go plates beside it. "I can explain." He says "you think I saved you? I didn't do anything." You say looking at him. "You made me feel normal. Everyone treats us like royalty. It's nice sometimes but you made me feel like I did before we debuted. The arcade was so much fun." He explains. You talk while eating the burger and fries he brought back. You yawn as you lay in his lap. "What do you want in life?" You ask looking up at the Yoongi. "I thought it was riches. But now I'm really not sure." He says thinking. "What about you." He says looking down. "A big house with lots of cats." You say as you explain your dream house to him. "Cats?" he chuckles. "They are way better than people. Maybe a dog or two." You say thinking. "No kids?" he asks. "Maybe later down the road." You say. "It's late. I need to get you to your room." He says. "I don't want to be alone." You say.
"Then I'll stay the night." He says. You sit up and stand, walking with Yoongi out of the building back to the hotel. He walks you to your room and unlocks it for you. "You need to clean up your knee." He says turning on the light. Your room is trashed, your clothes ripped up and your makeup broken. "What the fuck." You say running in. "Do you think they did this?" He says picking up the remains of your clothes. "Probably." You say. "Take a shower. I have some sweats you can wear. I'll take you shopping tomorrow." He says picking up the mess. You go in the bathroom and take a quick shower you exit in a town and the room is all cleaned. He walks through the door with sweat pants and a shirt. He hands them to you. "Turn around." You say. "Oh so the others can see you but I cant." He says with a smirk. "Yeah.. cause I care about what you think." You say as you slip the shirt over your head. "Why?" He asks. "I don't really know." You say in a yawn. He turns around and picks you up. Your lips brush against his. He carries you to the bed and climbs in, covering the both of you up. "Time for you to get some sleep." He says as he turns off the lamp. The room went dark. His breathing was so calm. You reach up and play with his hair, as he rubs your back. You fall asleep in his arms.