I know the value of a life , to an extent that I am completely ready without a moment's hesitation to sacrifice my life in exchange of those I love the most . But as I start to think , there develops a moment's hesitation . Don't get me wrong , just read till the end , ok ? .
It's just the thought that , if I were to witness the life slipping from my loved one , I would be experiencing a living hell right here ,when I'm alive and it is a lot worse than the one who's life is slipping by .
Are you able to image a live without them ? . It says that time heals everything . But what if they can't catch up with the time ? What if they just start living just as a body without a soul ? What if they have to be in agonizing pain over and over again ?
Is this what you want for your loved one to go through , when you selflessly sacrifice yourself ?
Am I making any sense here .........?
Through recent experiences, I have learned the value of a life , the sufferings of those who had to witness a loss , and the emotional turmoil you have to go through.
Yet still I don't want to lose or see my loved ones suffer .
So in an unavoidable situation , shall I still sacrifice my life for them gladly and see them go through hell OR must I let them slip away from my grip and go through hell myself ?
Which do you think is more sacrificing?
Life is still and always filled up with more and more questions than answers .I hope that such a situation never ever happen to anyone , including myself .