My themes for this year are transformation & deeper self improvement. Not just the surface level goals but deeper ones that require lots of realness, hard truths to accept and harder work. I wish to dive deep into my psyche and understand it better.
Also, learning about restoring & nourishing; which means letting go of creature comforts by making changes to my lifestyle from as minimally as the consumption of unnecessary sugar.
Metaphorically, with all these "boxes" open, I am redecorating and curating the life of my choice, still there is this one box I leave untouched right at the bottom of the pile and that is true forgiveness. I realised that my shadow battles with this, I forgive on the surface level but deep down I hold the grudge. Realising that this is what invisibly keeps me tangled to those situations. True forgiveness, I've learnt, is freeing. It sets you free and it helps you grow. I've concluded that with the power of forgiveness also comes with the responsibility of not allowing the cycle to repeat itself but to leave it be. I've forgiven, erased and let go.
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