That pregnancy was the worst I started going into labor at four months along . I was in and out of the hospital constantly . Thank God Kent was laid off from his job . I was so glad of that but that's just months before other addiction takes my love away again . I was none the wiser we were happy and enjoying life and our family . Then one day I woke up and he said I wasn't looking good that we should go to the hospital and get checked I wasn't hurting or anything but I agreed . But first we stopped at the bank the the grocery store then went to Walmart to buy diapers and an outfit and a car seat for our newest little one. When we got to the hospital and signed in the orderly seemed to be freaking out about me and so was Kent telling me not to have the baby in the elevator on them I kept telling them that I wasn't having my baby I'm not in labor. But to my surprise when I got the maternity unit the nurse checked me and jump on my bed cover us with a sheet and yelled no time for prep we are having a baby with in fifteen minutes I had our third son Zadin . he was perfect and not even supposed to have lived because his kidneys were so swollen but he did healthy as a horse . He was perfect . He was sweet little and just a good baby with lots wrong with him . he turned out to have all kinds of things go wrong when he was little . like astma bad . He always got the worst of any sickness like epstien bar monno . when he got double phumonia he did not weez or cough he got a paper cut thatvwould not stop bleeding I had to take him to the ER to have the doctor there carterize it he out of no where got a bad bloody nose he fill both his hand and the floor board of my car . Strange I know but he did. His doctor hospitalized him for three weeks test him for every thing from being a free bleeder to aides and was fixing to send him to St Jude's but before she did she did a chest x-ray to find out he had double phnumonia . missed so much school he should of been way behind but since I had so much time...