When I was in depression with a broken heart,
you came into my life as a stranger
At that time I don't know how my life would be
and I invited you into my life as a friend.
I don't know that you have another opinion on me,
I treated you as my friend
but you greeted me with love
You know how true I am
within my relationship
But still you want me in your life
I haven't thought that you have those kind of thoughts on me
You tried to backstab me
And I tried to get you out from your problems
You made me to trust you in such a way that I even ruined my relationship by listening to your words
I felt I was a matured person but I was not
You forcefully made me to be in relationship with you by blackmailing me
I had no other way at that time except being with you
You made me to do everything you want by playing with my emotions
You forcibly made me to break the bonds with all my well-wishers
I don't know what you think of me
But I thought you are possessive
and started being friendly with you
and I tried to understand you
But the day when you kept a rule to stop my career
I was disappointed and that day I started understanding you more deeply
From that day I observed your every move for making me as your slave
And the day when you tried to touch me
Was the day I started hating you
You cheated me by playing cheap tricks with your friends
And locked me in a situation from which I can't get out throughout my life
As I know the value of life and the value of people who gifted me this life,
I tried to defend you,
I tried to move far away from you,
I tried to leave you,
I cried my heart out for my pity life,
I started avoiding you,
And I tried to remove you completely from my life.
You know your mistake but still you blamed me for everything
You even trained your friends to bully me in as many ways as possible
You blackmailed me in as many ways as possible
Just because of you, A gap was formed between me and my family and friends
You know everything what has happened in my life
And you want my family to die for your selfishness
You want to take their lives just because you want me in your life
But when I denied you for not getting into my life
You want to take your life for blackmailing me
You made everyone to think that I ruined your life
But as a boy you can live whatever life you want
But as girl I have no such choice instead of getting depressed with the words of society
You know what, you feel that you are the world's best lover
But you are not
You know what, the act of pure love is to sacrifice everything for love
But you want to take the breath of others for winning me
And you are trying to showcase it as your act of pure love
My patience is now fading away with your wicked acts
Even if you really die for me, I won't believe you and I even won't care about that
Because there are many lives having hopes on me
And I want to fulfill my duty
I don't know whether my decision is correct or not
But if it's a mistake I am ready to face the consequences
But I won't invite you into my life again.


© the_bewitched_soul
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