Hi everyone,
I'm a swimmer 🏊‍♀️, I have been in swimming since I was little but my efforts of 10 years just got wasted in no seconds. Last year on 23 December something unexpected happened that not only change my life but I have stop to be myself. On that day , I was practicing for my championship but while practicing in the pool , I start having kinda of panic attack so I fainted in the pool , that day was very embarrassing for me like being faint in the pool infront of 10 people. When I woke up , I got to know that I have heart problems which I have get rid of when I was 2 years old . The doctor prescribed me to not go swimming because it may get worst . So I resigned my dream . I was very disappointed and stay in my room days . Even my siblings tried to make my day but it wasn't worth it 😕. I was being a cold ice because of that attitude, my classmates thinks I'm a need. No one wanna make friends with me because of my cold and bossy attitude. So for making myself feel myself again , I started writing ✍ stories because it was my second hobbies but still I can't feel myself . I can't even rid of my trauma. Sometimes I do feel my myself better while singing, dancing 💃 🎶 ,listening to music and read books 📚 👌. Since that day , I realised that sometimes you have to give up on one of your favourite but when the time come , you will get know that you have been separated by one just to find the right way . I really appreciate the destiny of mine because maybe I wasn't born for the swimming maybe I was born for something which is peace and relaxation 😌. I believe maybe one day , I will get rid of my trauma and disappointment 🤍💯💭
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