Dear God,
Tell me what I'm not doing to not be blessed by you.
Why is it taking so long for my soulmate to meet me? Why am I still struggling with my profession? Why can't I have my own peaceful sea?
I am trying to stay positive.. I do.. but then I see how you are blessing others with their manifestations but even when I had desired something since I was a kid.. you are only giving me heartbreaks and disappointments one after the other.
You make me struggle endlessly only to give me nothing in return..
why only disappointment are my answers? why can I get my wish fulfilment? why?

Tell me why am I not your favourite child?
Tell me why have you abandoned me?