I have been thinking a lot about the meaning of life, philosophy, religion, and all those existential problems. The thoughts that make us human. That makes some of us feel superior. That awareness.

I believe life has no meaning. There is no intrinsic value and I have no reason to make a value for my life. I am just purely existing and I will die.

This sounds morbid and depressing, but to me it's freeing. I enjoy having this mindset or philosophy.

I have lived a grey-scale my entire life. I was always faced...