It was 11 o clock in the night I think so....Laying on the railway track,looking at the bright sky ,looking for the train which takes me to heaven or hell whatever .. for me failures in life may go to heaven or cowards like me may go to hell..
but for me even hell is a better option than to live in this world..
I may die simply..but after a series of failures in suicide attempts also just like in life ,I took the decision to catch a train which takes me to heaven or hell....
my train has arrived, just few things iam thinking about.... in few seconds iam going to end this suffocating life....
the train comes near me ... in a seconds time don't know what happened, the train passed over me but you don't believe iam alive(don't know what happened as in a less time I was laid parallel to the track and the train went over me)
alive... but not completely, I could notice my right hand and my spine got fractured, it's...