I remember that day like yesterday, the day when the lover of my life departed from me.I clearly remember the anger and hate in his eyes, all shown when he said those three words that made me shutter my walls to any kind of emotions. The words that always kept ringing inside my head like my own heart beat.
It was the sweetest morning ever when I got flowers from one whom I adored and loved, when I saw them I couldn't help the smile that escaped my lips it had a beautiful bracelet written our names.
But how could he thought we weren't happy
Why couldn't he see how much I adored him that much
How couldn't he understand that I was in love with him, even if I couldn't say it, my eyes were always filled with love whenever I could see him, why couldn't he see that.
I guess I was a fool not saying those three sweetest word back to him, I could have saved the situation maybe, I would have saved our relationship.
I got a message from him through our friend requesting for us to meet in afternoon hours I wish that classes could end up early so that I could see him. I was so happy I knew it will be always about us. I kept wishing for the afternoon anyway patience pays.
Time crawled and soon it was time, I walked to our meeting spot seeing him with his friend,one I never liked and the one who was both our friend.
I walked towards them a smile smile creeping on my lips on his sight, when I was there he said hello, but it was obviously off it was emotionless, I knew something was off until when I heard it, " Yolanda, it is over," I couldn't believe, I felt my world skinking I just let what was in my mind slept out of my lips even though my heart was really opposing it," fine," I repeated trice just like he said to me
I wished for the situation to be the opposite but no it was happening he broke up with me, his eyes were filled with tears while mine was emotionless, I hated him and loved him at the same time, I watched him cry but walked away
why couldn't he notice what he meant to me, I really loved him
I was really heart broken but however much I try to get over him I can't
He was my first loved but he faded away just like that.