I'M SORRY!!!!

I'm really sorry for not giving you enough time to heal yourself, that I let you seal the wounds of others, while yours own were bleeding.
I'm sorry for the days, where smiling was only tough, but I made you laugh so that nobody could recognize your scars.
I'm sorry for making you give all your love and time for the people who didn't even notice your efforts.
I'm sorry for each and every sleepless nights which were filled with hell lot of worries, tears and sorrows.
I'm really sorry for not giving you the love, you deserved to have.

But I promise that 2020 will be the year of self love and selfcare..
while on the other side, I really thank 2019 for making me stronger than ever.
I'm glad I survived!

©nayana_prasad