What you look is not same as what you see…..When I was a child my father often told me this. Who am I? I would have told you but that is not important. The thing which is …I will tell you now. I am a skeptic, I have always been so .And it is not so because I am a rebel. On the contrary, it is so because I have always wanted to believe .I sincerely still do.

I always wanted to believe in the goodness and all that is and ever was holy. I wanted to find the light of wisdom and path which would lead me to my creator. But what is a creature’s desire in front of the foretold destiny .And so from the earliest of my living memories, I have seen nothing but PURE HELL, where each creature ate the dead and decay of another or sometime each other. The pure objective of life was to survive one more day to feed on others physically, mentally or emotionally.

All I am saying is,...