So, I'll start with my image on relations. You see I've always been curious and observing towards everything and that includes my emotions. So when I thought I had a crush on my cousin, I was seriously set back by the way another cousin (female) of mine behaved (I found out it was what we called lust not love).

So my search began. My curiosity of who I'll marry and who I'll fall in love with made me think for months. All the while I decided to set some constraints. Which were as follows.

1. Not to engage in sexual relations before marriage, since Islam doesn't allow it
2. To fall in love after I get married, since my parents will be the one who'll find a bride for me.

Now my thought processing lead me to the deduction that if I interact with a girl, I'll get close to her and that might...