This is for you
and all the things
I wish I got to tell you
before I stopped talking to you every morning
before I went volunteering
before everything
before you went home
and decided you weren't enough anymore
and there wasn't anything worth living for
so you Hung yourself
like Christmas lights
that someone's been meaning to take down for a large part of a long while
and waited for someone to find you.
to save you
and nobody did
you were only a kid.