Stressed out and frustrated I leaned on the nearest object and began to sob dramatically.2 hours ago while I was at work enjoying some chocolate donut with coffee a message was sent to phone and when I checked the message it was from my ex... Jason.

Jason and I started dating in highschool,then by coincidence we went to the same high school and still continued our relationship.But later one the once sweet and adorable relationship turned sour as I realized Jason was so hot tempered, extremely over protective and abusive so I left the relationship before something terrible happened.

Anytime he would hit me some days later he would tell me he was sorry and that he would change but he never did.

Later that night my dilemma took me into slumber and in my sleep I heard my heart and brain talking.

Heart:she still loves him and he'll change.

Head:do you really believe that someone who abuses his partner can ever change,she should just look for another man,there are lots of fishes in the sea.

Heart:he is her one true love and her happily ever after is with him and him alone.

To me their conversation only made more confused until I heard them say:

Heart:she can still trust him.
Head:no she can't, she'd be a fool for doing that.

Heart:no she can love him once again.
Head:no, love is for the weak, she'll love and trust him and he'll break her heart again.

They kept arguing and that made me so frustrated but it made me realize something...I can trust him but not love and it also taught me that I can follow my heart but I'll bring my brain along with me...so to those people out there that are confused just remember you can follow your heart but take your brain with you.
© Lucky.E